You Left Without Me

I tried to show you I cared a little to late.
You laid on your death bed and at that moment, i wish i took your place.
The pain you suffered over the years,
The tears that left your eyes,
I turned into mine.
You stayed stronq,
meanwhile i was weak,
and i know that was wrong.
I should of been there for you.
You was gone within a week.
The memories of me playing with your hair and touching your pretty faces replays in my head, i wish i could go back to those days.
Dead!?
No you cant be.
I begged you not to leave me.
Who am i, without you?
I'm nothing, without my everything.
The woman that was suppose to guide me,
Died without me.
Mommy, you said everything would be fine,
but it was a matter of time till you were gone and left me alone.
In the coffin your body was so still.
This cant be real!
I prayed and prayed,
I told you to wake up ma and you didn't hear me.
I wanted to shake you, it wasn't your time.
How could you leave me behind.
Am i selfish for wanting the only person that ever loved me back with me?
Yea your suffering is gone,
but mine still continues.
My tears leave residues.
I love you,
and i regret not ever showing you.
How much i miss you is indescribable.
The times i had with you, was incredible.
In my dreams, you're still here.
When i wake i cry, because in reality you was never there.