Burning Darkness

Diving deeper and
deeper into the
grimy, slimy, dark, forbidden
waters of my mind.
Analyzing every thing,
every one not letting up,
not for anything.
Wondering if maybe,
just maybe
I can fix this.
Fix the burning hole
of my desires,
but now I see
there is no escape,
no escape from the things,
the ones that lurk
at the bottom of
my mind.
This scary, uncharted
trail is no place,
no place at all
for this fragile soul.