My Reality

The morning arrives
and i awaken
shaking,dried tears on my face
the pillow is wet with my tears.
I remember what happened last night.
You came..
I whimpered,turning over
hearing your heavy breath
feeling your sweat..
your finger at my trembling lips
your mouth at my ear
“don’t tell,don’t scream”
Oh,where are you,courage?
I fought but you overpowered me
and once you’d had your fill
of me,trembling in the dark..
you kissed my forehead once
and left me shaking and sobbing
to awaken the next morning
to try and face a new day
this nightmare
is my reality.