why am i a freak?

tears that fall
they burn my cheeks
crying out
my soul it speaks
so much hurt
so much pain
someone broke
my heart again
don't know why
don't know why
all i seem to do is cry
don't know how
how to stop
still they fall
those tears that drop
salty tears
burn my cheeks
soul rent sunder
here it speaks
why am i a freak?