Valentine's Day

Who's it gonna be? Me or her?
Don't give me that "I love you as a sister."
I want a real response, who are you choosing?
Do you even know that my love for you is blooming?

I'm writing you this poem, not because I want to make you my Valentine,
Even though I would die to be yours...
I want to know, if you love me or her more?
Be serious, for my heart isn't a stress toy you can play with.

If you love her, tell me now.
I don't want to chase after you anymore,
If you don't feel the same.

However, if you do feel the same,
can you please act like it?
We barely talk,
and when I attempt to talk to you,
You look at me, then turn away.

What are you trying to say exactly?
Are you telling me I'm not worth it for you?
Or is it an act for her to see?
To see that you do not care for me.

Love life,
Heart aches,
Heart breaks.
They're all the same.

How will this Valentine's Day be like?
I sent you a chocolate rose, and I'm waiting for a reply,
Are you going to send one back?
Or just eat the chocolates and enjoy?
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i love you..~ <3