It's the right thing to do.

I feel nothing anymore,
just the stab in my soul
and the jagged edge across my wrist
making me feel so alive.

It feels as if life has lost all meaning
the crazy adventures
the simple times of ignorance
have long but been replaced by darkness.

I find it pointless
as I tie my friends down
ruining there lives with every passing moment
holding them from shining as bright as they should.

I believe if I want to help them out the best
I must find a way out of this darkness I live in
there's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive
so perhaps that's where I shall go.

It's a shame I don't have any quick easy tools at my disposal
so I must think outside the box
but outside there is light
and I'm swimming in darkness and it has control.

So as I stagger along wondering how I can figure this out
at least one thing I know is clear
the darkness will only go away
when death swipes the night into day.