Tweaking

Tweaking is an activity that comes along with
such drugs as crystal meth.
It's when you hands get restless
and you start about 10 different activities,
most being useless.

You get 20 minutes into an activity (at most)
and then lose it, feeling so repetetive with the task.
So you move on.

These tasks are always
...pointless.

Take the clock apart to see
whats inside,
then put it back together.

Paint your nails just to
remove all the varnish again.

Clean all the CD's and Records
with a Q-tip so you can
put them right back and let them
never again see the light of day.

Start trying to read a book
and looking up nearly every
word in the dictionary
to comprehend it as perfect
as possible.

As perfect as possible.

It's exausting to the point
where this little drug habbit
becomes a task instead of an escape.