Lovely death

You got your fucking games.
You got your highs and friends.
You got the bloody gun in hand.
You got the smile on your lips.
You got the black to your name.

Touch it to my temple,
touch it to my heart.
Your words slurred as they pour out,
"Babe, I love you, babe, I gotta do this for us to be together."
The wind screaming out of my mouth
"Come on babe, don't do that, babe, no. Babe, shut the fuck up. SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU WHORE!"

My clothes, ripped off.
Shivering on the ground,
snow-burning my flesh.
"Babe, it's gonna be okay now."
The color, draining from the world.
My skin-blue and numb.

Please, just pull the trigger.
Let the sound roll through the hills.
Let peace reach me now.
A white flake of snow-drifted slowly on by.

The crash, the red on the snow.
The fading of everything I'll ever know.
Sleep, gentle sleep, surging through my veins.
The quiet sigh pressed upon my lips.
"Babe...I am so sorry..."
The second crash, his eyes in front of mine.
Gone, gone.
The light of his soul-melting slowly; snow on his skin.

Waves of darkness, so warm.
The pain, drawing back.
I close my eyes.
Adieu, mon ami.
I am gone, gone, drifting through the world,
Snow on the wind.