sometimes i wish
sometimes i wish
to disappear into nothing, saving the hurt and burden of others,knowing i'm the cause of it.
sometimes i wish, i was stronger to stop the hurtful abuse from THEM.
sometimes i wish i was brave enough to speak up instead of silently tolerating.
sometimes i wish to end this cycle, the never ending bullets to my heart, shattering my heart everytime it heals.
sometimes i wish to stop self harming and try to stay positive.
but that will never happen........as its my only wishful thinking
to disappear into nothing, saving the hurt and burden of others,knowing i'm the cause of it.
sometimes i wish, i was stronger to stop the hurtful abuse from THEM.
sometimes i wish i was brave enough to speak up instead of silently tolerating.
sometimes i wish to end this cycle, the never ending bullets to my heart, shattering my heart everytime it heals.
sometimes i wish to stop self harming and try to stay positive.
but that will never happen........as its my only wishful thinking
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