Phobia

Im an anthropophobiac
blue moon in the sky
Hallucinating two universes
One of truths the other lies
So I will take a telescope 
To my glass window
And observe from afar 
Far enough to keep me sane 
While dodgeing anxiety attacks 
Rocketing my way
So please back off my bubble
This is all I have
I've been through to much
It's time for a nap
Yet in my dreams youre slinking
Both your hands are there
Lingering like a spider
Why is life so unfair
I  never asked to be born
Under your name
I never wanted to watch my planets
End up rearranged
So I will hang from saturns rings
Far away from human beings
'Cause You've made me this way
An anthropophobiac
All your pictures flashing
The super 8 slashing
Scars you left me
Will never disappear