suicidal

I walk threw these hallways with a smile
but every step I take feels like a mile
everyone lives there life in denial
I try to do what I must
but they expect to much
it's always a bust
I'm always the one with tough luck
the one where no one gave a fuck
why does life have to suck
he'll keep screaming
while my heads teaming
nothings ever its seeming
my brain keeps seizing
my hearts freezing
do you have problems like these
because I feel like I'm the only one
and my life's just begun
yet they've already won
can't go on this way
don't have any words to say
refuse to live another day