My Suicidal Ending
Looking down it seems so far,
Playing with that knife, it's just another scar.
People staring, make me feel bizarre.
They say suicide is such a sin,
Sooth the pain with a bottle of gin,
Wishing I could live life over again.
Work real hard and stay in school,
Looking back I was such a fool,
Savor life like it’s a jewel.
That’s the way my life should have been,
Should have stuck around and been with kin,
Wishing I could be what I wanted within.
Make my momma proud.
Well look at that crowd.
Can those sirens be anymore loud.
Listen to them call my name,
Its a few minutes of public fame,
Got me feeling like life’s just a game.
3 strikes you’re out,
Maybe that’s just whats it’s all about.
Run around and just scream and shout.
I lost my chance,
I see my life with an uneasy glance,
Bottle of gin has got me in a trance.
Think I’m tripping?
Get a taste of this life that I’m sipping.
Feel my pain and all the hate that I’m living.
Matter Fact,
You can’t handle that,
I’ll bring it down to your level, can you manage that.
I’m living in fear, filled with hate and sorrow,
Death might keep me from seeing tomorrow.
I’m not stealing I’m just trying to borrow,
Borrow a new life but keep it forever,
Live it large, but this is my life so whatever.
Look at all them faces, acting all clever.
Never realized I was suicidal is what they say.
Only if they saw what I did that awful day,
Ever since then I ain’t been the same.
I’ve been keeping a secret, but now it’s time to let you know,
Those things I’ve been doing and saying ain’t just a little show.
Look between the lines, then look at it some more.
I’m tired of living, I’ve been waste in my life.
Now you’re wasting my time.
Being born was my only crime.
I ain’t a ashamed of what I’m saying.
I say it because this game sucks, so I’m done playing.
Grab a rope and leave me hanging.
Don’t want you to see my tears,
Because I've just been living in fear,
Won’t let anyone in or let anyone near.
This is my end,
No time to pretend,
End of the show, curtains close, I’ll see you in the afterlife my dearest friend
Playing with that knife, it's just another scar.
People staring, make me feel bizarre.
They say suicide is such a sin,
Sooth the pain with a bottle of gin,
Wishing I could live life over again.
Work real hard and stay in school,
Looking back I was such a fool,
Savor life like it’s a jewel.
That’s the way my life should have been,
Should have stuck around and been with kin,
Wishing I could be what I wanted within.
Make my momma proud.
Well look at that crowd.
Can those sirens be anymore loud.
Listen to them call my name,
Its a few minutes of public fame,
Got me feeling like life’s just a game.
3 strikes you’re out,
Maybe that’s just whats it’s all about.
Run around and just scream and shout.
I lost my chance,
I see my life with an uneasy glance,
Bottle of gin has got me in a trance.
Think I’m tripping?
Get a taste of this life that I’m sipping.
Feel my pain and all the hate that I’m living.
Matter Fact,
You can’t handle that,
I’ll bring it down to your level, can you manage that.
I’m living in fear, filled with hate and sorrow,
Death might keep me from seeing tomorrow.
I’m not stealing I’m just trying to borrow,
Borrow a new life but keep it forever,
Live it large, but this is my life so whatever.
Look at all them faces, acting all clever.
Never realized I was suicidal is what they say.
Only if they saw what I did that awful day,
Ever since then I ain’t been the same.
I’ve been keeping a secret, but now it’s time to let you know,
Those things I’ve been doing and saying ain’t just a little show.
Look between the lines, then look at it some more.
I’m tired of living, I’ve been waste in my life.
Now you’re wasting my time.
Being born was my only crime.
I ain’t a ashamed of what I’m saying.
I say it because this game sucks, so I’m done playing.
Grab a rope and leave me hanging.
Don’t want you to see my tears,
Because I've just been living in fear,
Won’t let anyone in or let anyone near.
This is my end,
No time to pretend,
End of the show, curtains close, I’ll see you in the afterlife my dearest friend