A Smile Just For You That Wont Last Forever

I'll put on a smile
But only for him
And only for while
I'll try and hold it in

Even if i smile on the outside
The inside my heart will cry
And just maybe till its died

I wont show im sad
I wont show im down
Dont worry im not even mad
I wont even frown

So if im smiling
Even if im lying
And though im dying
I'll stop the crying

All through the years
I have this pain
Even through the tears
I'll try to stay sane

But only know this
My dear friend of mine
I'll try for a while
But not all the time