Just Here
My mind races
But I can't find the words.
My heart beats
But I can't say what I feel.
Life's become a blur of everything.
I can hardly differentiate my emotions.
Why can't I say what I feel?
Why don't I know what I feel?
Am I lost?
Found?
Happy?
Sad?
Angry?
Worst of all, am I indifferent?
Do I feel anything at all?
CAN I feel anything at all?
Only time will tell.
But for now, I'm just here.
But I can't find the words.
My heart beats
But I can't say what I feel.
Life's become a blur of everything.
I can hardly differentiate my emotions.
Why can't I say what I feel?
Why don't I know what I feel?
Am I lost?
Found?
Happy?
Sad?
Angry?
Worst of all, am I indifferent?
Do I feel anything at all?
CAN I feel anything at all?
Only time will tell.
But for now, I'm just here.
♠ ♠ ♠
Some of my poems may be depressing but I assure the reader this is purely from imagination! I do not claim the feelings portrayed in depressing poetry to be my own (except on rare occassion)