silent tears

All that I am,
Is lost and forever gone,
When one night turns,
It is lost and forever alone,

As I quietly make my way to bed,
I lie in the empty room,
Listening to the silence,
I can feel my solitude,

I can't get out of this,
My darkness is forever here,
I don't feel happiness,
There isn't even a place in my heart either,

Wake up the next morning,
I don't want to leave this place,
A place of comfort,
A place where solitude has found its own space,

Tell me how wrong i am,
When you don't even understand me,
So which of me do you love,
It will make sense when i get better you will see,

So as lie alone and write this poem,
I will think of all those years,
As i lie alone in my room,
I will shed my silent tears.