Numb
Yes i am a cutter,
and it pains me to say
that i cut and i cut, til it all goes away
the pain and the sadness stuck deep inside
hating myself, so i must lie
that im happy and pleasent, but i am not
trembling with sadness, from all that ive fought
I fake this smile that you see everday
I sit and i cry, wishing everything was ok
why cant you see? from these scars on my arm
that i have gone through so much harm
I bleed out my sorrows and fears
avoiding the image i see in the mirror
what am i? what have i become?
I cant feel my body, i feel so numb
and it pains me to say
that i cut and i cut, til it all goes away
the pain and the sadness stuck deep inside
hating myself, so i must lie
that im happy and pleasent, but i am not
trembling with sadness, from all that ive fought
I fake this smile that you see everday
I sit and i cry, wishing everything was ok
why cant you see? from these scars on my arm
that i have gone through so much harm
I bleed out my sorrows and fears
avoiding the image i see in the mirror
what am i? what have i become?
I cant feel my body, i feel so numb