Numb

Yes i am a cutter,

and it pains me to say

that i cut and i cut, til it all goes away

the pain and the sadness stuck deep inside

hating myself, so i must lie

that im happy and pleasent, but i am not

trembling with sadness, from all that ive fought

I fake this smile that you see everday

I sit and i cry, wishing everything was ok

why cant you see? from these scars on my arm

that i have gone through so much harm

I bleed out my sorrows and fears

avoiding the image i see in the mirror

what am i? what have i become?

I cant feel my body, i feel so numb