And Yet it Returns

I don't know why but it still bothers me apparently.
I thought I have forgotten all about it,
But I find myself thinking back on it
Bringing back emotions of anger and disappointment.

Worst of all, sadness.
Sadness, not because I still love her, it is not true.
But because I never thought I'd lose her.
At least not with my trust in her.

It wasn't what she said that hurt me,
Even though those words still carry on in my mind.
What hurts about all this is the fact that
In desperation, she crossed all the drawn lines.