Indecision Argues

My heart skips a beat,
I don’t know what to do.
Please, take a seat:
I think I might love you

How am I supposed to let you know?
I just don’t know what to say.
(Don’t lie; this is just a show;
To make the other stay.)

I want to say it’s a lie,
I want to say it’s not true,
But I can’t seem to make myself say goodbye
Are we actually through?

(You know you still want him,)
But I don’t love you anymore;
(I’m just going to say this on a whim;
But why, then, does he make you soar?)

No, I have moved on, I love another
(Will that help you sleep at night?
To shun the only one who could bother?
Aren’t you just a sad sight.)

I moved on long ago,
Back when I shattered
I just wanted him to show
That I mattered

He wasn’t there for me;
Not only had he left when he was needed
He couldn’t even be there emotionally
Yet you think he succeeded?