An Anon Suicide Note

To make me believe is not the thing it was once
Because now I can fly far from your dirty hearts
Your souls are the same: good-for-nothing
You kept me here to test me
But I`m not your Guinea Pig
I have to be free
My freedom is the most important thing
Because I kept your memory for ages
And you payed me with hate
Even if I haven`t asked for anything
Despite of torturing me, I still love you
Even if you kept me like a prisoner
Is hard for me to leave you
And I will miss you
Even if you acted like cowards
And I forgave you, because this is me
I forgave everybody, even if they didn`t deserved it
I watched you hating each other
I saw you hurting and making other ones suffer
I thought I`d make you better
But you used every weak spot to make the others fall
I saw your indifference
You`re just some humans
You don`t know what the goodness means
Or the love, the creativity
You don`t know what life means
I tryed to teach you, but you hadn`t learnt anything
I wanted the best for you, and you`ve cut my wings
I offered you anything I had, and you`ve burnt my heart
They hardly grown back
And now I want to go away
With my wings I`ll fly to the sky
I`ll lose myself in the clouds
You will never know anything
You`ll see me laying here
Blood on the floor and dead eyes
You`ll think I`m dead
But I`ll be above you, watching your hate
Or I`ll live among my people, among angels.

Love,
The one that got away