Addictive Misery

I use to be happy, I use to be free.
Now I lay here, in complete misery.
I've put the past behind me
and I'm ready to flee.

My heart's missing a tiny piece.
And I can't get it back.
You seem so happy.
But it's not with me.

Mountains of emotions
but no love potions
What's a girl to do
with all her heart has been through.

Stuck in a rut
and down on my luck
I can't seem to get a hold of myself
and I guess I don't want to

But what's a girl to do
when she's beaten black and blue
I can't stop things from happening
and I don't think I want to

Because what if I find
hidden in these cracks
Pain and sorrow
That just can't be put back

Written in letters
stuffed in boxes
are the reasons why
he'll never be forgotten