Not Yours Anymore

Everytime I think about you
You bring tears to my eyes, I just want to cry.
Lie after lie
I never know why
Promises, promises
Thats all you say, you never pull through
How do you get through your day?
You talk about me all high with pride
You don't know a thing about me
Just a name, Just a donor
How can you even call yourself sober?
Soon as you get your buzz, then you care
I can't understand you,
I stand with dispair
How can you be true,
Do I even know you?
I'd used to stand by the door
waiting and waiting
But my answers never came
Tears streaming
But I'm done
It's finally over
You dont deserve the name
You never did
This is my final goodbye
You said you would always be there
For everything...
Not even for my birthday
You said Hi
Just looked me straight in the eye
and walked by
Sat there, Laughed, Had a jolly good time
Was I invisable?
Do I mean anything to you?
I guess not
My name is gone.