My Suicide Poem

This is my life,
Just me and my knife.
This is my heart,
Broken and torn apart.
This is the night,
I give up my fight.
This is my suicide poem,
Hopefully to be read by someone.
I know everyone will ask why,
She seemed so happy why would she wanna die?
I hid my pain well,
Hardly anyone saw I was living in my own hell.
When you were asleep at night I cried & cried,
To heal my own heart I tried & tried
Those scremo songs helped me get through each day,
But then you had to go & take them away.
You never saw the tears in my eyes,
You believed all my lies.
You never payed attention to the scars on my wrist,
You made me feel like I didn't exist.
I went through so much heartache & pain,
But you didn't see you daughter was going insane.
Maybe saying goodbye will make you see,
The whole truth about me.