Suicidite

I call myself a suicidite
I wish that you knew why
My life is not far from perfect
At least thats what I'm told...

I cut because I can
I cut because I do
I cut because I'm hurt
I cut because I'm a coward...

That's why I'm a suicidite
I don't care for the word 'EMO'
That word hurts
That word has killed...

That's why If you saw me on the street
You wouldn't think me wrong
You would think I was happy
Or at least content...

That's why I'm a suicidite
To show the Society what I am
I just wish I could take that back
When I finally became brave...
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I just wish you guys knew the real me... then you would understand better...