If Only You Knew How I Felt About You

Wanna know what it feels like to be alone?
Like when no one else is home

When silence is your best friend
all the way to the end

When, instead of pain
all my emotions are the same

When in your eyes,
you see through all my happy lies

And you want to cry
but you don't know why

And you're numb all the way through
because nothing seems true

And you want them to hurt the way you do
For everything they've done to you

Let out your hate
dealt them their terrible fate

Realize you're the best
Forget all the rest

Plan your assault
Who cares if I'm at fault?

I don't care anymore
numb to my core

Judge me, see if I care
you heart, I will tear

Now you know
what it's like to be alone

Down on the ground
To me, you don't make a sound

You can live in fear
I'll always be here

I'll still smile at your face
But friendship sure as hell is not the case