All of Nothing

The day you kissed me first
The day we found a cave
That time we fell from in our own little world
Why's it all just gone away?

When we fell apart it was lost
Lost alone, I walked in the dark
While you found your way back to that field

Why must I live so much worse?
I know you didn't miss me until I forced it on
All of me was once in love
All of me fell off a cliff

Once I start, broken apart
I couldn't think straight enough
Broken apart, dazed and doped
Confused and hurt

What happened again? Why do you never end?
Sometime you'll see I'm not worth it through the end