Forgive Me or Not

There's this thing I've done...
I'm not really proud of it
You guys just don't understand
Cause I keep it all in.

I've fallen in too deep to get out now
He has my heart and continues to break it
And he won't give it back.
That's partially why I clam up.

Just because I'm clammed up
Doesn't mean I don't ignore people
It's just that I can't focus;
I'm trying to forget what's been...

I know I've let you guys down;
Don't try to deny it
So you can either forgive me or not
Or you can forget me
Like everyone else seems to have done.