Choking Anger

Why do you choke me,
as for me not to be able to breathe,
the anger that swells inside,
chokes me more than you can believe.

The power your words give me,
is not of a positive nature,
but of negative,
testing my freewill for sure.

You hurt me,
yet your the on that helps me the most,
I dont know what to do,
so allow me to become a ghost.

The anger may not go away,
but it never will if I let you stay,
no it's not because of you,
it was like this before you knew.

You make the choking worse sometimes,
to the point where I need to be free,
of the things you say that make it worse,
and make me hate of thee.

Let me go I beg you please,
free me from this choking plea,
I need to breathe air once again,
so please right now don't be a friend.