Troubles

I may only be young
And life is supposedly simple
But I know the worst is to come
And now its only a pimple

I can see others pain
The hurt in their eyes
And there shame
I see through their lies

They tell me there fine
And it’s nothing to worry about
They wash it over with a bottle of wine
While they try to forget the doubt

It’s harder then you may think
So much to lose
In an eye and no blink
And not even a snooze