Beautiful Nightmare

I fell from the deep purple sky
Angry storm clouds and a menacing moon
To the cold, unwelcoming dirt.
The darkness said a frightening hello.
I have been here before.

I was okay until I found my way here.
I went so long without dreams.
The last time I was here,
I barely made it out alive.
I feared for my sanity and my life
For what I thought would be the last time.

Why did I have to fall asleep?
Sleep is for the weak.

I’m feeling like a convict
In a jail cell
I pray I wake up soon.
I hate this world I’ve come across.

Why did I have to fall asleep?
I don’t want history to repeat.

I couldn’t believe myself
As I learned that
I could roam around the perils.
The ones that scared me before.
Trepidation shrouded me no longer.
I shed my worries and paranoia.
I became stronger.
This was my world.

I’m feeling like an animal
Inside and out
I pray I never wake up.
I’m in love with this world.
This land of evil and make-believe
This sinister Heaven
This beautiful nightmare of mine.