Sideways Rain

It's raining sideways.
I know you're watching
Just like we used to.
Running outside,
While I'm spinning backwards.
I'm thinking of you,
Are you thinking of me too?

It's pouring.
Baby, I can't help but
Think of you.
You're soaked shorts,
My coiled curls
Our first kiss in the rain.

I can remember every storm,
Every drop of rain from the sky.
Until they became drops from my eyes.
Storms are fights between us.
Where are we?
Where did you go?

It's raining upside down.
That's what you turned my life into,
You know.
I don't know what happened.
I fell.
I hit the ground.
I stood up,
but my legs are weak.
I need you to hold an umbrella.

It's drizzling.
That means it's getting better,
Right?
The storm is almost over?

It's raining sideways.
Can't you see I needed you?