i needed you
When I needed you,
you weren't there
When I called your name
all you did was stare
I needed you when my
life was falling apart
When everyone in it
was breaking my heart
I needed you when I
decided to cut my skin
When there was no other way
to control my feelings within
I needed you when I
cried for hours alone
When in those hours
I cried in your home
I needed you when I had
nothing to believe in
When I felt that there
was no way I could win
I needed you when I
completely hated life
When I had no help through
it but a pocket knife
I needed you when I
got into fights
When I stayed up
all through the nights
And I really needed you
when I decided to die
So I left a note with my last
words: I'm sorry..goodbye
you weren't there
When I called your name
all you did was stare
I needed you when my
life was falling apart
When everyone in it
was breaking my heart
I needed you when I
decided to cut my skin
When there was no other way
to control my feelings within
I needed you when I
cried for hours alone
When in those hours
I cried in your home
I needed you when I had
nothing to believe in
When I felt that there
was no way I could win
I needed you when I
completely hated life
When I had no help through
it but a pocket knife
I needed you when I
got into fights
When I stayed up
all through the nights
And I really needed you
when I decided to die
So I left a note with my last
words: I'm sorry..goodbye