Perfect

There's and image in my head
Of pretty, small, and light
My eyes rest gently closed
Hands placed in perfect sight
My chest no longer rising and falling
My bones poke at my skin
Eyes are sunken deeply
I just gave up the fight
And here I thought I'd win

Tears and tissues lingure
Sobs of doubt and regret
No one understands that
My life was skinny or death
No one knew how bad it got
Till my heart and mind gave in
So hear I lay in my grave
Watching their minds all spin

It's only just a dream
But one day it will come true
I'll have the perfect body
And maybe the perfect soul