I Fell

I’ve been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
I can't help myself but miss you
You’re once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
until such time I have no choice but to let you go
you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep staying' on my mind
I can't help myself from crying
coz I’m missing you so much........
All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
I miss you so much
coz I can't hide the fact that I fell so hard for you
My life will never be the same again
now that you're gone
I’ll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a guy like you will bloom into my life again....
I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.
I've realized it’s just something I cannot do;
here are my feelings, just a few.
First, I fell for you, after all this time,
you told me the same, and then left me, what a crime.
Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,
your arms are around someone else now, what a bind.
I'm so jealous, she’s the luckiest girl alive,
I can't do this like or love thing no more, so off I go.
The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,
even after a few days or months I lost track with the pain
Will we ever be together; I say as I imagine your smile
as each day passes, I lose a little more hope.
I'll always have feelings for you kind sir
don’t hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do.
My heart is broken in so many a parts;
should I live anymore? ..