This Life

This life isn't worth crying over anymore
You can make fun and laugh until my heart's sore
Kick dirt in my face
Call me a discrace
I'm done with this pathetic life
I'll lay motionless beside this knife
You wont notice when I'm gone
When I'm silent forever from dawn
This life doesn't matter to you
Hit me and spit in my face too
You never even knew my name
Just shouted names and called me lame
No one will care when they announce I'm dead
They'll only be happy and say I was fucked in the head
You never saw these tears I cried
Because of you, just before I died
You judged me for what I wore
For what I looked like, you never saw more
Some day you might feel guillty
The way you treated me was so filthy
You'll realize that you might have cared
But with your friends watching, you wouldn't have dared
You let this happen, practicly gave me the knife
You could have made a difference in this life