What Should I Do?

I don’t want to feel,
I want to heal
The empty space
You left in your place.

A shot in the dark.
Never missed the mark.
You ripped my heart
Thoroughly apart.

Though I’m not crying,
On the inside I’m dying.
My heart should of hushed.
I shouldn’t of rushed.

I fell for you.
What should I do?
Boy, you’re worthless.
How did I deserve this?

You aren’t a real man.
You have no big plan.
You’re just a little boy,
and I was your favourite toy.

It broke me apart
right from the start.
I can plainly see.
You never wanted me.

This hate is just hurt.
I feel like dirt.
The evidence is plain.
This is driving me insane.

Man, you don’t deserve this.
You’re completely worthless.
But, I fell for you.
What should I do?