Missing Knight

Is this truly love? Or could this be lust?
Have I trusted someone I can’t truly trust?
You were shining in armour, my lovely knight,
But when push came to shove, I wasn’t worth the fight.

Forever alone. Forever ashamed,
Thinking your heart could truly be tamed.
My sweet, handsome knight, have you left me?
Or were my feelings never meant to be?

I miss your voice, and I miss your smile.
I wish you would show up for even a little while.
I wish you could, so I might reminisce
In the past fragment of my blinding bliss.

I wish it would stop. This game is no fun.
Give back my heart you so unfairly won.
I didn’t mean for myself to fall.
Why don’t you just give me one last call?