I don't what to call this one

Thinking about the fun times we had,
Looking back makes me sad.
Replaying the times we shared,
Missing the days when you cared.
Wondering why you went away,
Remembering how you promised you'd always stay.
Crying cause now you've left me alone,
Wishing you'd just call my phone.
Dreaming of getting over you,
Praying to find someone new.
Hoping for this pain to leave,
Waiting for the night I no longer grieve.
Listening to what used to be our song,
Trying not to sing along.
Cutting cause you're no longer mine,
Lying telling everyone i'm fine.
Saying someday i'll be okay,
Wanting to really just runaway.
Begging for someone to take the pain,
Asking for a shield from the rain.
Bleeding on the floor,
Yelling I don't wanna live anymore.
Hurting cause I know you won't be coming back,
Searching for the happiness I so very lack.
Screaming cause this pain I can no longer hide.
Dying cause i'm broken deep inside.