Realization

For the past 6 weeks,
It has been nothing
But showing the quiet side
I know that you don't like that

You're a great person
That's what I like about you
But it's just the guys
That get on my nerves..on occasion

I told myself many things
One of the being
"It will get better"
Maybe that's a lie

Everyday when I go to your class
I keep my cool and well occupied
But if something doesn't go right
A tiny fire lights up

Anxiety builds up
Sometimes I have the urge
I know that one day it will happen
It may not be a good thing

Maybe I should start coming to grips
And show the side of me
That you would have enjoyed a lot better

I can still be your "sweet little" angel
That does everything when
I'm supposed to
And still be your helper