Who will I choose?

Sitting alone,
At home,
Looking thought the glass,
Watching the hours pass,
How much longer,
Will it take till I become stronger?
Holding together,
The face that I remember,
Seeing you walk up the stairs,
You probably won't remember me you didn't stare,
Even though your face is in my mind,
There are 2 more of your kind,
Now I won't find you,
I will have to now choose,
The others,
One will be my lover,
Already one likes me the other doesn't,
But as I like one I dislike the other,
So who will I choose?