Away from Home.

It's like a new spark inside my head
something so strange
I've never conceived it in my mind
until this day when my mind escaped me.

It's like a game the darkness plays in me
what new and terrifying thoughts can it bring to me
so dark it brings me down into nothing
as my heart continues to take arms and fight it once more.

It puts a road before me and tells me to take it
one that will take me so far away
perhaps even into the depths of my grave
or to a place where acceptance is a gain.

The thought lingers into my mind
to fight it is like a pain so unkind
so I let it suffocate me
and tear away at the edge of my eyes.

What if I took off one day
started walking forward
no sense of direction
no thought of mind.

Some say there's a world out there
an adventure waiting to be claimed
others say there's nothing
but a world of death and decay.

The thought is intriguing to say the least
I'm unsure of what I need to do
but one thing is for certain
my mind wants to see what is above me
The beauty of the Celestial gates.