Sometime's I wonder...

I sometime’s wonder,
What it’d be like,
If I killed myself.

Would it hurt?
Or would I just feel nothing?
Then again it wouldn’t matter…

Would people be sad?
Or would they just not care?
What would go through their heads?

Would I become ‘just another suicide case’?
Is that what people would say?
Would my parents go with it?

Would they even cry?
What would be written on my grave?
“Another girl who lost to depression”?

Or would it be something sweet like,
“Daddy’s little girl”? Oh or maybe
“Our beloved daughter”

Sometime’s I just wonder
About sadistic little things
And for some reason people get worried

I mean it’s not like
I’m really going to kill myself
Or maybe I will?