Emotionless

I am emotionless
What is wrong with me?
I haven’t felt a thing all day
Things that usually makes me laugh
Aren’t even making me smile.

Even if he came back today
I wouldn’t feel anything
I can’t even force myself to fake it
How long is it going to last?
I want to feel all the emotions
Instead of being emotionless

Even depression would be fine
I’d rather be depressed then numb
My heart doesn’t even feel alive
Please help me!