Envy

I envy the summers that make me sweat

I envy the pattern on that models dress

I envy the hate inside my ex-lover

I envy the love I have for another



I envy the Florida falls and the leaves never change colors

I envy the designer sweaters that look better on others

I envy the way I smiled through this season

I envy the fact you were the reason



I envy the smell of the winter breeze

I envy the my aunt made for me

I envy the will you had to walk away

I envy the pride I had not to ask you to stay



I envy the spring and the way it is coming

I envy the old season clothes I will never stop wearing

I envy the way I found someone to love me

I envy the thought it may never make me happy