Mother to Daughter

I expect her to live with me, her mother



I dream about her life unlike no other



I wonder about her, and what she will wonder



I worry about her, the beauty of youth in her



I think about the future will be like her nightmare something I didn't expect to happen to her



I expect her to be happy, to feel alive

I trust that her future family with not hurt her inside



I question whether she will be forgiving to me, in time



I hope that she will remember me and our life



I expect to die old and not to be forgiven



I do not expect that, for what I did in the beginning 

I know that I messed up for that, I don't deserve to be living



I want tomorrow to be different, for no one to remember the sin that was committed



When I am old, I will die alone, and that is what I am wanting



I expect her to love someone



Tomorrow better not be the same for anyone



Tomorrow is her live starting with day one



I feel that my life is done



I expect what I am expecting