What You have done to me

alone in this damn corner
feeling more than ever before
i thought as a provider
you'd care
shit i was dread wrong

you threw me out on my ass
for something so stupid
you threw me under the bus
for nothing

what did i do to deserve you shit
fuck
i love you but hate you
i need you but i cant stand you

why did you do this to me
did i not mean anything to you
did i really mean nothing to you

was i just dirt under your shoe?

was i more than that ?

was i less?

what have you done to me
♠ ♠ ♠
this is just a lil something i keep bottled up :/