I'm scared

I'm scared.
I'm scared that you'll leave me,
and I'm scared to hope.
I'm scared to believe you
and I'm scared to cope.
I'm scared to be love
but I love to be wanted.
I'm scared to dream
but by dreams I am haunted.
I'm scared to cry and I'm scared to fly
but I'm never scared to die.
I fear that I'm scared and
I'm scared to live,
yet without life
I have nothing to give.