goodnight

I don't feel like sleeping
I'm far to tired to sleep
My eyes are shut
And my breathing is low
Foolish boy, thinking im asleep
but really I'm just waiting untill you leave
I'll pour my heart out on the floor
I'll rip open my wrist
and watch my blood stain the carpet
I just want to hurry up and die
Digging my nails deeper into my skin
blood trickling down
on the wall i write
a silent gooodnight