Impurity

I want to die,
Because I don't belong here,
I'm bound by no tie,
And shaking with fear.

Floating through the dark sea,
On islands of insecurity,
Now I know it's no guarantee,
I'll make it through these waters of impurity.

I'm scared of falling in,
Cos I have no aid,
The only thing to help me win -
This synthetic raft I've made.