All I Am

I'm lost.
I was, and I am, and I always will be
Just another unfortunate soul
whose love comes at a cost.

I'm hurt.
I was, and I am, and I always will be
Hiding in sweet agony
This bloody desert.

I'm alone.
I was, and I am, and I always will be
All by myself in this scary world
Everyone unknown.

I'm dirt.
I was, and I am, and I always will be
A whore, all I'm good for
Is what's under my skirt.

I'm tired.
I was, and I am, and I always will be
Exhausted from trying to be something I'm not
I will never be desired.

I'm here.
I was, and I am, and I always will be
Right around the corner waiting
For you without fear.