Infinite Dark

It is an infinite dark.
Swirls of hate and loneliness
But you were the light.
You gave me hope that things were alright.
You showed me such love and I fell in.
But then my world started to shake.
The air became thick
Words caught in my throat
I thought you’re supposed to fight for what you love.
I guess I was never worth it.
I guess I’m not worth it.
I guess I’ll never be worth it.
And here I am retreating to my old ways.
What was different this time?
It is an infinite dark